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southernreaper ([personal profile] southernreaper) wrote in [community profile] sirenspull_ooc 2012-09-17 02:05 am (UTC)

Oh, Warren. You make Jubilee's life so complicated.

Feels:

She loves Warren. She loves the person he was when she showed up and he barely talked to her, and she loves the person he became, strapped to that gurney in the medlab of the mansion refusing to let Annie take the tubing out so he could just keep trying to save everyone's lives.

She's just... not sure what to make of this Warren, who is from the Mutant Massacre, who doesn't have the history she does, and who she both wants to shake and protect from the future forever.

At the same time, she's jealous. Because she knows how vulnerable her feelings are right now, and Warren could fill several voids, but she can't, because... Paige.

Then, there's his feelings about Magneto. Warren is making her evaluate everything she's done since Magneto has arrived, and making her face some things that she was really good at ignoring! DAMMIT! She's an X-Man, they don't evaluate feelings! IT IS JUST NOT DONE!

And then... he makes her sad. Because she does know what awaits him. She knows that there's Sabretooth, Apocalypse, being blue, and all these other things that are waiting for him... and Paige.

Okay a lot of her feels are wrapped in the fact that she had a crush on him first and he dated... Paige. Okay? She thought Jean owned him body and soul and he dated Paige.

And she's scared he'll leave, because she has sided with Magneto. Because she's chosen to show a united mutant front that he hasn't had to face yet. And it makes her scared and trying to hold on tight and not let him as close as she feels like he already is.

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