even if it's hard sometimes to look at him without getting sad. She wishes so badly that he could have had everything he deserved- his life as a lawyer, his marriage to Jess, his childhood and his innocence. She misses the year she had with him and wishes she could have known him then.
And more than anything, she loves the person she knows him as now. A little happier, a lot more honest, more centered and less volatile than the person she knew before- someone who doesn't mind texting once in a while just because, or gets certain things better than Dean does. She'll never feel the same way about him that she feels about the baby she left behind, but she does love him. She truly loves him, and wants the best for him. She'd take a bullet for him, or hurt for him.
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even if it's hard sometimes to look at him without getting sad. She wishes so badly that he could have had everything he deserved- his life as a lawyer, his marriage to Jess, his childhood and his innocence. She misses the year she had with him and wishes she could have known him then.
And more than anything, she loves the person she knows him as now. A little happier, a lot more honest, more centered and less volatile than the person she knew before- someone who doesn't mind texting once in a while just because, or gets certain things better than Dean does. She'll never feel the same way about him that she feels about the baby she left behind, but she does love him. She truly loves him, and wants the best for him. She'd take a bullet for him, or hurt for him.