TL;DR relationship/CR meme

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(stolen with love from goshdarnspam )

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[reassures]

Yeah, unhealthy is a really good way to put their relationship. I'm not sure if there's any good way to describe it, honestly, because unhealthy just fits it to a T. Yosuke started trying to worm his way into the various holes in Nill's heart from the get go, and despite her doing her damnedest not to compare him to the last Yosuke (and actually succeeding to some extent), he ended up worming himself into a pretty big place there, and try as she might she really can't get him out. This could go really horribly, because if he ever made another move on her she might... let him... and it wouldn't be because she'd want him to hkjhfkjh PLEASE DON'T DO IT AGAIN FOR AWHILE YOSUKE s-sob.

That said, Nill has no idea that Yosuke cares about her that much. She does, to an extent, but she thinks it's mostly... sexually-inclined. That's also what she thinks most people mean when they talk about love, so when she talks about loving someone and she talks about someone else loving someone, it means two completely different things in her head. Nill knows he loves her, she just thinks it's because he wants to bang her. Not that he doesn't have good intent too but uh... yeah... gkdjahkj

Nill, on the other hand, loves Yosuke a great deal. Enough so that she slapped Shika for what he'd done to him once, and she threatened the whole damn island for Shika back in the day. Shika may have been her world, but damn, the girl basically smacked the world for Yosuke. :| She's also completely aware that she loves him! Just... again, she doesn't think it means the same thing as what he feels for her.

She's also kind of devastated that despite trying for nearly a year (I think it's a year now, at least?) she couldn't keep him happy. The universe is dragging him down in horrible ways, and no matter how hard she tried to keep him happy and safe and away from the shit that has basically infected her life and almost everyone else's, she couldn't. SHE HAS A LOT OF ISSUES ABOUT THAT. Sorry Yosuke. 8(

But Yosuke has done pretty much everything for her, and that hasn't gone unnoticed. Nill also isn't oblivious to how much she means to Yosuke. She actually had a plan back in the day for what she would do if Shika left, and she knows she can't now, because it would pretty much destroy Yosuke. (She's sliiightly bitter about that, but it's not at him so much as it is life/the universe in general.)

Yosuke painted her the sky. He looked after her when Shika disappeared the first time, and he gave her back her smile after he came back. He made life okay for as long as he could, and Nill was ready to turn this whole place over when the hunters got Yosuke. She would've stayed in his head until they killed him if it had gotten that far, and she would've found his body and brought him... somewhere, or whatever, until he came back. She'd do pretty much anything for the kid.

So... yeah. TL;DR (and super all over the place, sorry), Nill loves you, you idiot. :|