Wow, okay. So Nill kind of loves Lisbeth. Not in the way she did Shika or does Yosuke, because that kind of took for fucking ever, but Lisbeth is pretty high up there on the list of People That Nill Wants to Keep Alive and Relatively Happy. Lisbeth's influence is a lot like Shika's influence was in her life, except there isn't all that anger and self-loathing attached to Lisbeth like there was at Shika at one point. Primarily, mind you, because Lisbeth thinks Nill is capable and can take care of herself, and Shika knew Nill back when she wasn't. Nill largely started to dislike herself because she could never do anything while Shika and the last Yosuke were off constantly getting themselves hurt. There also isn't all that failure there, because let's face it, she was shit at looking after Shika, but she's kind of doing a decent job at keeping Lisbeth however close to happy she gets. So Lisbeth has like 100+ s.link points already.
EXCEPT. Nill also wants to keep Lisbeth at a distance, primarily because Nill is seriously using one of her loved ones, and has no intention of stopping for Lisbeth's sake (or Jesse's). That death wish is pretty ingrained in her by now, and she's not going to put it on hold for Lisbeth, even if Lisbeth is kind of the only person that can see it coming at this point. Mind you, Nill is shit at keeping people at a distance, but it never stops her from trying. But like Jesse, Nill also figures Lisbeth will disappear or die at some point too, and then it won't make a difference.
She really missed the kind of things she does with Lisbeth, though. She loves talkative people, but she also adores people that she can just sit with and kind of do nothing, even if it sometimes involves beer when Lisbeth is involved. So she seriously adores Lisbeth.
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EXCEPT. Nill also wants to keep Lisbeth at a distance, primarily because Nill is seriously using one of her loved ones, and has no intention of stopping for Lisbeth's sake (or Jesse's). That death wish is pretty ingrained in her by now, and she's not going to put it on hold for Lisbeth, even if Lisbeth is kind of the only person that can see it coming at this point. Mind you, Nill is shit at keeping people at a distance, but it never stops her from trying. But like Jesse, Nill also figures Lisbeth will disappear or die at some point too, and then it won't make a difference.
She really missed the kind of things she does with Lisbeth, though. She loves talkative people, but she also adores people that she can just sit with and kind of do nothing, even if it sometimes involves beer when Lisbeth is involved. So she seriously adores Lisbeth.